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生存经验的积累是以心智被强奸为代价的“我的灵魂安静而清亮,想清晨的群山。但是他们认为我冷酷,认为我是一个有着可怕讽刺的嘲笑者 如今他们望着我,他们笑的时候也恨我,他们的笑里面有冰霜。”
怀着无比可耻的心态在家待业半载,身边的同学大多都投入社会这所最大的学校学习了,每次再相聚的时候,我总感觉和他们距离远了,同学都开始告诉我在办公室生存的法则,什么office lady被潜规则了什么的,什么30岁了还每个月挣2,3000。 马克思说社会把人变成野兽,不过现在大多数国人只能算头驴。 我一直觉得把现代社会的弊端都推到资本主义和资本家上是件很lame的事情。但是看到人们对车子,房子的注意力,生活真的是如此的苍白,不得不用谎言和物质充实。找工作无疑是把自己放到供求关系的大网络上,把自己固化成大机器的一部分。工作不是发挥自我才华的地方,倒相反是磨灭激情和梦想的地方,你出卖不光是劳动力,还是你一文不值的心智。 我知道自己的天真和缺乏原创的愤世嫉俗,但是这世界的确为我展现出了绝望和苍白,荒原,除了挣扎和沉沦,就剩下无力的呻吟和抽泣。 生存就是剥削,在你苍凉的咽下最后一口气前。
//---------------------------- 每逢辞旧迎新的时候我期待什么top 10,topXX的帖子,目的只有一个按图索骥,看看自己能发现点什么不。
Amesoeurs & Valfunde - Split [2007] 这张网上吹的还挺火,我个人对法国那群gay black metal真的没有一丁点好感, fuck off today french black metal faggots! valfunde的音乐给我感觉是喝高后玩的,不是说玩的不好,还是有点东西,但是不很耐听。 Amesoeurs都快有the cure的范了。
Origianl Sin-Die In Despair 本来还是很期待这张的,不过就试听那首Despaired Cassandra最有料,其他的歌都感觉想intro,不过本来就是张ep。
Onirik-Spectre 一直都对这个葡萄牙的黑金属乐队好感不小,所谓的玄学黑金属和satanism,或者称为Luciferism。
//--------------------- Rush Hour 3 这片也太无厘头吧
Shoot‘em up 男演员声音有点熟悉,原来是sin city里面big fat kill那个B。 这电影开始太赞!先是演示如何用胡萝卜杀人,再是涅槃的歌, shoot’em up!bitch 今朝生存无欢笑,明日欢笑赴死亡Midas国王在树林里久久地寻猎酒神的伴护,以智慧闻名的Selenus.当他最后落入国王手中时,国王让他回答人类最好最妙的东西.这位木然而立的精灵,在国王的强逼下,突然发出了刺耳的笑声,继而回答道:"可怜的浮生呵,无常与苦难之子,你为什么非要逼我说出你最好不要听到的话呢?那最好的东西是你根本得不到的,这就是不要降生,不要存在,成为虚无.不过对于你还有次好的东西 -- 立刻就死."
“那个自然丝毫也没有烦虑,是一个真正的深渊。只有人在烦虑着,在他的有限性中孤独地面对死亡,他的偶然性、他的意义构画的实实在在的无意义,这是一种真正前所未有的处境……作为漠不关心的产物,他的存在也必然是漠不关心的。那么,在面对他的必死性时,只会认可这种反应:‘让我们吃吧,喝吧,因为明天我们必须死。’去关心那些背后没有任何创造之意图的东西是根本不值得的”。 -- 海德格尔
-------------------------------- 最近的新片看得不多,什么我是传奇,the brave one ,美国派6都没看,The Kindom 还可以, SAW IV R5(SAW快可以出连续剧了,LionGate不舍地放弃自己这颗摇钱树)也终于出现了。SAW IV 带给我的颤栗感和兴奋已经大不如SAW II了,血腥的场面也越来越喜剧化了。 国家宝藏和异型大战铁血战士都出2了?! The Kindom的确还值得一看。
音乐上,还是等着国产黑金属的到货,希望新年前能听啊。 VA-Gott in Uns The ruins of Beverast Deathgate Arkanum Nihil Nocturne Anti 好像都是德国的,MA最近又坏了。Anti这回来清嗓了,还有点柔情。 冬至已过,圣诞将至,埋葬200722号的演唱会并没有期待那么精彩,但是pest旗下的两个都还不错。451的promo demo真的很不错,也算50的门票回本了。
对于我来说,圣诞是个尴尬的节日:没有假期,在节日孤单是可耻的,天天还聆听反基督卫道士的音乐,一个倍感陌生而孤单的节日。不过今年不大一样,FMP和PEST的唱片都是在24号寄出,希望能在25号收到,不过不该在中国邮政和快递事业上期待太多,尤其是在节日时候的表现。
“尼采有一句话形容基督,或许形容他自己更好:他死的太早了,要不然他回撤回他的主张,如果他能活到一个比较成熟的年龄,高尚的他是作出这种自我否定。” -威尔.杜兰特
下面是最近在网上看见的一个south park以前的圣诞音乐合集,很喜欢The Lonely Jew On Christmas 。有种子地址。 Mr Hankey's Christmas Classics
冬至12月22号22号最期待当然新豪运的演出,hope it wont suck,damn! News:Funeral moonlight production (FMP)将在12月22号推出2ep和4个专辑 http://fmp.5d6d.com/thread-606-1-1.html
F.M.P.编号:FMP-B-045/BBC008 (上一张淡如白水的专辑后,乐队似乎进步不少,试听太不错,不是简单模仿JI)
F.M.P.编号:FMP-B-044/BBC007 “一张发人深省的启示性黑金属作品,这是中国人自己的黑金属”中国人自己的黑金属这广告词听着像蒙牛的广告,我们就差一个“元首”的英文翻译是we just need a cheif。哈哈
http://fmp.5d6d.com/thread-607-1-1.html
F.M.P.编号:FMP-CD-004
F.M.P.编号:FMP-CD-005
F.M.P.编号:FMP-CD-006
F.M.P.编号:FMP-CD-007 Blutklinge ,Kaiserreich还比较期待,另外2个就一般了。 Logic is for Pussy,Reasoning is for cunt
相比Pest Prod.的跳票(葬尸湖 & 暗泉 12月24日全面出货),Dying Art倒是可能提前出品的Varuna,不过专辑名字不叫Unseen World,改叫Night Master。个人对大角星或sammel后期都没什么兴趣.
推荐(自然是推荐下载,而不是买盘): Licht Erlischt 黑宝上面好像蛮早就推荐了,MA说是Funeral Black Metal,除了软了点,玩的还是很到位的。玩的苍凉无力,就像咽下最后一口气似的。
Hills Of sefiroth/Sapthuran : 这两个乐队都不错、 --- 新货: Blood Red Fog /Musta Kappeli-wandering towards Blood Red Fog 06年以s/t专辑让大家眼前一亮,就消失了。看样子是新专辑前的宣传。
另外THR新出的Holmgang好像还不错 catharsis有时候自己也不明白为什么要听那么Funeral Doom或者depressive black metal,生存中已经存在够多绝望,冰冷的现实也绝对比那些音乐来的真实,死亡萦绕在我心头,每当孤单一人,那最后虚无就出现在我的脑海,深渊般的绝望让窒息,那无法逃避的结局,自我意识和记忆的毁灭,那恐惧犹如利刃般游走在我身上,我灵魂上。 自幼被恐惧和空虚折磨的我,甚至认为人生的幸福就是在死亡来临前,战胜对它的恐惧,犹如但丁般在黄昏中被吞噬,站在恐惧的山巅上,接受死亡的挑战,融入那无尽的虚无中。的确,宇宙中只有原子和虚无,而我就是从前者驶向后者。记得当我第一次读到叔本华的文字时,我觉得他揭示生存的本质,而尼采则告诉也许疯狂才是出路。 音乐对我的意义就是:catharsis,宣泄。我一切一切的情感都化作哭号传耳中,只有掩面而泣后,才有勇气真实的面对这世界。凡人不可能像诸神们那么死去,我们不曾挣扎,就像屠宰场的猪一样,大步的,无知的向死亡走去,在同类的拥挤中,在无意义的话语间,走向死亡。
我的confession总是一成不变,就像American Psycho最后一样: But even after admitting this, there is no catharsis.My punishment continues to elude me... I gain no deeper knowledge about myself, no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. There has been no reason for me to tell you any of this. This confession has meant nothing... 12-05Drowning the Light 这斯以旺盛的精力在07年出了 4张专辑 2分集 4个demo, 玩的都一水的low-fi raw。
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看了《苹果》,花6块大洋主要就是想看看范冰冰的tits,电影没有QQ新闻那么sb,不过真正有意思的是D版盘上的介绍:
电影原名《迷失北京》,但审片委员会认为北京是一个有政治意味的词,不能用。片里有一个配角的戏:一个从农村来城市打工的小女孩,后来成了妓女。这条线被整个拿掉了。片委员会认为一个乡下的女孩应该正直,怎么能堕落哪?戏里面有一段她喝醉了,说:“北京这么大,怎么容不下我?”这句话让他们都不舒服。
介绍还有些话,不过我懒得抄了。就是说片子被删了一些部分,导致没有铺垫,人物和故事少了说服力。 QQ新闻说这部片子的床戏没被怎么删,连范大姐的tits都得以在大屏幕上晃下。原来是宁可情色,不可不和谐。
self-titled godfather of cannibalismThe story is old, and sick. But what really make me sick is how fucked up is the international legal system, and the morbid interest of the media. we live a fucking society that worships serial killers and nazis, all the murder, rape could be considered as art, and work of passion. so maybe mankind deserves doomed, suffering, be humiliated, and finally be eliminated. sick, and morbid may be merely products or byproducts of evolvement of being. ------------------------------ Google the words "Issei Sagawa", esults 1 - 10 of about 36,600 for issei sagawa. so the story and stories of Issei Sagawa is everywhere, i just posted one of them from http://www.francesfarmersrevenge.com/stuff/serialkillers/sagawa.htm "The public has made me the godfather of cannibalism, and I am happy about that. I will always look at the world through the eyes of a cannibal." Issei Sagawa
I can't think of a culture with a greater sense of morbid fascination than the Japanese. Dispenser machines filled with soiled schoolgirl's panties, deadly sushi, live-eel butt ramming porno flicks...there simply isn't a single low to which they haven't stooped at one point or another. Please understand I mean this in the most affectionate manner. There's something to be said for a culture so unabashedly perverse. I mean, how can you not admire a culture that makes an avowed murdering cannibal a top television and tabloid celebrity? In his best-selling account of the murder, In The Fog, Sagawa writes: "My passion is so great. I want to eat her. If I do she will be mine forever. There is no escape from this desire."
Hartevelt returned to his apartment the next evening. In the interim, Sagawa had prepared a tape recorder to capture her words as she read the poetry and a rifle with which to kill Hartevelt. As Hartevelt began to read from the book once again, Sagawa shot her in the back of the neck with the rifle from across the room, killing her instantly. It is here that Sagawa's descent into cannibalism began.
Issei Sagawa, in a 1985 French television interview, describing how he killed and dismembered Renee Hartevelt. Sagawa was placed under psychiatric care at the Henri Colin psych-ward in Villejuif to be assessed for his competency to stand trial. Three separate psychiatrists examined him, and it was determined he could not be cured of his deviant fantasies. The cost of maintaining Sagawa in a French asylum for the remainder of his life was exuberant , and in 1985 it was decided to deport him back to his home country of Japan. When he arrived in Tokyo, he was swarmed with media and journalists wanting to see the famed cannibal killer for themselves. He was quickly transferred to the Matsuzawa hospital in Tokyo, where hospital superintendent Tsuguo Kanego declared, 'I think he is sane and guilty...he should be in prison'.
Like most cannibals (Jeffrey Dahmer being the most obvious example), Sagawa quickly became a celebrity. However, rather than being treated like human-swine, Sagawa managed to pull of a rather bizarre form of fame...he was notoriously willing to admit his crime, and even took some pride in it. A year after his release, Sagawa wrote the aforementioned book (now out of print) 'In The Fog' in which he describes, in meticulous detail, the murder, rape, and consumption of Renee Hartevelt. This served to only fan the flames of his fame higher and higher. Eventually he found himself doing speaking gigs on various Japanese television shows, mainly guest spots on talk shows wanting to speak with the famed cannibal who 'got away with it'. His fame doesn't stop at eating women or writing about eating women, either. Sagawa, who is now 51, has taken up painting. Many of his paintings focus on women's asses (no surprise there), but like all serial killer art, it has a fame that far outdistances its quality of production. The Rolling Stones wrote a song about Sagawa, the aptly titled 'Too Much Blood'. He has even appeared in several 'pink movies', Japanese soft-core porn with an artistic slant. By all accounts, Sagawa is a friendly, cheerful fellow who is more than willing to discuss his crime, especially when it puts money in his pocket. Recently, he's even tried his hand at penning a manga re-telling of the murder, a self-illustrated volume entitled Manga Sagawa-san, published by Okura Shuppan. "My parents wouldn't let me read comics when I was young," Sagawa said in a recent article from Japan Today regarding the book. "To this day, I have never read the more famous ones. So a comic illustrator friend had to teach me everything, from which pens to use to how to segment the story into frames...Actually, you know, I have a lot of female fans. The ones who didn't follow the incident at the time it happened regard me as something of a fairy-tale prince." Angry Nerd
there is something post to share: Angry Video Game Nerd. I guess lots people do fucking know this motherfucker.
http://cinemassacre.com/AVGN/Nes_Nerd_videos.html this website is supposed to his offical wensite, if there is any offical website he got. As it should, i has a competely list of all the video he made yet, and links to the videos, which allow to download. WARNING: VIDEOS CONTAIN VULGAR LANGUAGE. MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY.
the real fun of those videos is those creative words comes from his shitty mouth. ---------- the news about music:
the new cd of FMP (Funeral Moonlight Prod.) is out:
FMP-CD-004 Kaiserreich - KRRH
1. Aurora Bleeds 04:45 http://www.myspace.com/kaiserreichdivision
really cool shit! Fire, I see you to burn, I take you to learnSouth Park的Season 11播完了,看见个做south park样式人物的网站,本来就是想做个cartman出来,不过人物默认的体形就太标准了,Mr. BigFatAss就做不出了(don't call me fat,you son of bicth,cocksucker) ,不过catman的睡衣,帽子和小熊都有.
Coph Nia -The Dark Illuminati: A Celestial Tragedy In two act Coph Nia算得上CMI元老之一,上张专辑是3,4年前的事情了。大多数氛围音乐都太静了,听着略显单调,Coph Nia则融入大量邪恶,或挑衅的念白,攻击性的音乐,使得音乐的可听性强了不少。 这张新专辑也出了不短时间,现在听来还是相当不错的。 Fire这首歌应该是最亮眼的!
极微主义和黑金属结合在一起是什么东西?上面那幅照片就是写照 Sghor:Never-Ending Dsphoria 封面简直是小学生拿蜡笔画的,极微主义让这张专辑充斥着试验气息
Xasthur-Defective Epitaph 都说Xasthur的专辑听了一张就够了,2007年这个新的其实还不错。
Lyrinx- Nihilistic Purity 印象中,英国的黑金属少之又少,但是出名的都还可以。(包括我找了N长时间都没找到的T.O.M.B)
Brand new demo from UK Black Metal group LYRINX!! Studio recorded and mixed, April 2007. 广告吹的不简单。不过powerful drums 和Mournfully melodic lead guitar完全没听出了,和BETHLEHEM倒是有点相似,这个Ep完全没表现出什么。
Cultus(Hol)-Hymns of Descending (名字我刚开始看成了Hymen of Descending ,我震惊了,然后定睛一看,原来是Hymns )
如果你能容忍那操蛋的录音,(完全是指甲挂玻璃的效果)这张还是个不错的depressive black metal。
Grisatre -Temps de la Depression |
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